life

I totally forgot to mention that the other weekend I saw 3 shooting stars**

I got my grades in and the outcome is great wish I could've done better but then again I didn't put much effort to my semester. I got three B's one C and one D. Not bad for my time in college and so far my g.p.a is at 2.50 and all I need/have to do is keep it up. This spring I'm gonna go for all A's in my classes but we'll see how that goes. I'll try harder and study more and be more organized this semester.

So I got a letter in from Pan-Am and if I'm not mistaken I'll be getting back about $640. Now that may not seem a lot but right now with job I'm taking any money from where it comes from.
Things that need to be paid:
$200(phone bill) $100(bank card) $100(visa credit card) && kohls credit card

So this morning I had to go pay the water bill and check the post office in mission. I kinda got lost on the way but I ended up on Taylor Rd. and I noticed I was passing by the cemetery where my grandparents are buried. I don't know what over came me but I had some sort of break down. I started to cry and couldn't stop and I was driving. Not very safe and somewhat hard to do. I calmed down after a couple lights but I had realized how much I still miss them. I know that no matter how much times passes by I still miss as much the day they died and cry the same. I can never really get over it, when I cry , I cry for the longest time it's my way to deal with them not being here. The both played a huge part in my life when I was growing up.