wow

As soon as i got home i wrote a blog. And re-reading not once but twice I realized it was a bit harsh. Talking to an old friend, who I know I can always count on, was there for me in my moment of weakness. So if they ever get to read this thank you. It calmed my mind. Even though I didn't say much it just helped knowing they were there.

I came home feeling all sorts of emotions. Fuck these stupid hormones and what not. I still don't know what to expect* Tonight made me see more clearly than ever before. I realized you're just a fuck head who doesn't give a shit about anything other than getting some. I thought I could be strong in every and any situation I'm put through but that was not the case tonight. Just for a second I broke down and I knew I would always be alone when it came to this. I just have to move forward and not look back.

I do understand the fact that we're not together but that doesn't give you the excuse to be a fucking little piece of shit. There is a whole lot more I could write about this dipshit but I won't it's not worth my time. Even me writing about it right now, is a waste. Hey but I gotta say it somewhere. And I think in person it's a whole lot meaner so I vent out everything here in this blog.

Anyway, I'm in the mood for some orange juice and a popsicle.